I first started keeping a journal when I was seven years old and in second grade. It was a yellow Care Bears journal, complete with lock and key. I don’t think the lock worked too well, because the last time I looked through its pages, I’m pretty sure I saw what could be identified as my oldest sister’s teasing writing within. Regardless, it is the first journal I kept.
I kept journals all through high school and each summer commercial fishing in Alaska. Working as the leads-and-web-gal on our crew in Southeast Alaska, I’d write page after page on our way out to sea, on our way to the next opening. The crew would even tease me as I sat hunched over the galley table, writing furiously.
“Dear Diary…” they’d say as they walked by.
No matter. I wrote and wrote about the last fishing opening, pounds caught, money made. I’d describe in detail about our days and nights in Ketchikan. The pizza dinners, bowling nights, and nights sneaking into the bars to play pool and shoot darts before the wise waitress kicked us out for being
17 20 years old, not 21.
George and I are getting ready for the last major remodel of our home. This has required that I address stacks of photographs and miscellaneous items I’ve put off dealing with. Today, I skipped the gym. After I dropped Eva and Vincent off at school, Val and I came home and got right on it.
New photo album empty and ready to receive, I looked at and sorted pictures of George and me in Dutch Harbor. George and I hosting parties in our Ballard beach front apartment. Later, in our Ballard house. I found pictures of our now deceased pup, Toby. My car pre-children, an Infiniti sedan. Our nine-month long basement project of seven years ago, which involved digging into the earth, under the house, to create a man cave and an additional one-thousand square feet of living space.
I don’t write in a traditional journal these days, but I am still the family archivist. This blog, my scrapbooks, and photo books all help capture our family history.
In years past, I would use embellishments, dye cuts, and fancy stickers to decorate my scrapbooks and albums. These days, as a mother of three young children, I’ve found that their own creations serve as both decoration and content.
What I especially love are the notes my children leave around the house. I smiled more than once this morning as I glued their special notes in the book. Here are a few:
“Hi Dad. Come bak. I love you. From Vincent.”
“Happy Jen. Are you Jen? Mom Day.” (Vincent)
“Happy Mom Day. From Big V.”
“I love you so mush!” (Eva)
“Pleas don’t take my tooth. Thank you! Tooth Fairy!” (Eva)
“Jen Rocks.” (Vincent)
“I love Mom. XOXOXOXO.” (Vincent)
“Please don’t take my tooth. Thank you.” (Again, Eva)
“To Eva, From Vincent. I howp you well be fiyn at the E.R. It is going to be betre soon.”
“I love Mom. Love Vince.”
Last but DEFINITELY not least, from a little girl in Eva’s class:
“Dear Eva, come to my party in the Girl’s bathroom. DO NOT tell the boys. It will be after lunch.”
I may not be able to sit hunched over a galley table or comfortably reclined on a couch in my living room to write page after page in journals these days, but try as I might, I will capture these blessed days of children and family.